I assume you mean surname?
To find your surname reservation, go to this page, Under the words surname reservation, it'll say
You've already reserved the surname (surname you reserved)! But feel free to play around with our name generator.
Also, IIRC, you pick the server you want to use the surname on when you reserve it.
And lastly, sparks of life have nothing to do with surname. You're just the only one that can use that surname initially when you create your character, and nothing else changes for character creation.